im updating okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
but think very little will read one..
important things to post abt
-drill test
-aac
-today
-others*
well drill test..
we took it separatly as alpha and falcon
well, no body passed
please dun smirk
but the whole paltoon will fail if one fails
and the company is rasing up standard in every aspect..
but hope my theory can pass
aac was quite okay today...
but we didt do really well
keep wrong timing..
today, we went to roshan house which was a condo, which was totally rocked
his parents are the best..
they called up kfc and pizzas, and even sent us home..
and they were really very hospitable
smiling at us and giving us third servings of every thing..
seems like ron's mom
getting real addicted to duel masters (NOT CHILD'S PLAY!!!)and snooker/pool/billiard
but felt so gulity after leaving his house..
okay.. emo topic
today after aac was that some one wanted to speak to me and yaode
said that many people was complaining abt us..
argh
I AM SO SICK
i seem to be some kind of magnet to trouble..
then after the street soccer thing today some one beat up yu run cos 
someone shouted at a sec 3 or 4 bot that he was a bloody idiot
every one starting pointing fingers at 
meand then they spread around and now every one pities yu run and starts scolding me
salt of the earth?
thats a very hard title to bear
people always would complain abt me, and eveything..
argh.. that's real fustrating..
i dont want to be any asm or csm or pc anymore
cos i know people will definetely look down on BB if i am one of it
being some one of not much rank dosent mean u cant support the company
it might be a 
good way but it is not the only way
just a squad leader and people really look down on me
"wah u SL ar? aiyah BB shit one la""what u SL? aiyah BB gay CCA anyway no wonder make u SL"i can only feel like being a good boy when im in church or on fridays..(yeah saturday christian, firday BB boy,i know)try to adjust abit,people would say "wah every day BB boys seh, change until like that might as well dont la"that's real encouragementcomplain complain complaincomment comment commentbut at least i settled some thing today..no more friction between the sl ( seriously)nvm i still gt abt 2 and a half months before i reach what i want..the monkey is emo..--------------- ........................ ------------------                                     .....                                  -----------                                         ^                                          l                                         ^ it's supposed to be a face..