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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Surfing through my fb pics, BB photos, mission trip, 4e2. Then stumbled on 2e3'07 blog. So many different memories, so many different people.

Damn.

It's hard to be human.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I WILL update my blog. (dont give me that look-.-)
I really will, and maybe reply tags. If i can blog for AC, i definitely can blog for myself.

What it's like to really love.

Two weeks ago, you really broke my heart. It was so disappointing. We so nearly made history. Yet everything seemed to just cave in that night. It really sucks, to swim in this quagmire of nonsensical rubbish. I almost gave up hope then. But they say it's never the end till it's the end.

Last week, it happened again. Perhaps not as bad. But it really was torture. Seeing each event unfold, seeing our future just slowly slipping away with my own eyes. After this I really gave up. Thick and thin, I've been through it all with you. It's just so disappointing.

Through the week, nothing was right. A macabre monster was chewing away at my soul. Not that you cared. But just so you know, I never gave up.

This week though. I really don't know how to say, or what to say. Really. It's like a nightmare morphing into a wondrous fantastic dream all within a few hours. I was so so so happy. I chanted your name out loud, maybe we were going to make history. Maybe everything was gonna be alright. Maybe. The euphoria doubled within hours, it was like a waterfall was in my soul, cascading truckloads full of joy. I was so happy. I AM happy. I love you so much. We're just meant to be. Now and forever. Next week, whatever it is, I will still shout your name, and my faith shall not waver.

I truly truly truly do love manchesterunited (-:

Sunday, April 11, 2010