quick update!
errr, yea i was on loa (still dont get wad it stands for) from mon to tue and i was sick on mon. and then recovered on tues. my dad was like reaaaally concerned abt my desk partner and he called 993 then realise no more 993 le. anyway im really fine now. mrstoh is cute though, whenever i cough she will give the *get away from me you %^@$*@#* look and mrs toh was really funny today. she didnt like to have mdm yaw occupying up a space on the whiteboard and she said, "mdm yaw can write anything on the board butnow, it's my period!" and most of us laughed at that. then suddenly she wanted to emphasis it or smth and she said loudly 'IT'S MY PERIOD' yea, funny until ah.. mrs toh is cute.
and todaaay, mmhm nt such a good day. tried to apologise to chean pin, aiyah dont want use wad someone wadever alr, so dumb. and she didnt really respond though. i was like "hi cheanpin" and she didnt wanna look at me. uh-oh. then i said smth like "sheryl talked to me abt-" and ouch, nahda, wrong choice of sentence. cause she went like "oh so it's only cause sheryl talked to you" or smth and walked away.
surprisingly, i didnt feel like angry or wadever. cause like aiyah, she is right to be angry with me? if i were in her shoes, (am not going to make dumb jokes abt the literal meaning of "in her shoes") i'd prob just walked away right at the start. mmh, maybe cause she feels im insincere? wait, im nt even sure if im sincere abt it. ugh. idk, i'll just try to keep saying "hi cheanpin" until she responds and i can apologise properly or smth. no response, i'll just have to keep going "hi chean pin" until either she gets so pissed off she stuffs my legs in my mouth or until she's nt that angry or wadever anymre. maybe she's thinking like 'over my dead body' right now or wad but aiyah. cant say i didnt try. mmhm, i made this stupid mess and i'll just have to clean it up.
and another thing. actually most people should not read this part but... aiyah i think everyone will start reading cause of that sentence but erm. idk, this part is PG rated.
yeaaaaaa. this time, i HAVE to use friend A. about last month, A and i is like quarreling madly. and till now somehow, A is still angry or maybe it's cause we just cannot talk alr ba. and it's really sian but im really very erm, tired? of all this. see, talking to A last time was simple. can just keep talking and talking nonstop, just like my diarrhea on monday. i mean my diarrhea cant talk but ah, u get the point. but now talking to A always results in some kind of shouting match, every sentence in capital letters, then cooling down and starting the whole thing again. and now i must watch wad i say, and talking to A is full of mind games and must really try to guess what she's trying to imply. siwei wont write a guidebook to understanding girls for me and crap, it's just bad. i'vee been friends with A for like so long, thru so much but i think it's just not the same anymore and there's this category for everything that's called "beyond repair" maybe right now, it falls into that category. normally, when i fight with A or smth, i always will post this kind of emo emo post to provoke change and everything. but this time it's not. more of .. aiyah idk alr. and i really believe A feels like exactly the same way. tired of all this alr. mmhm, lessons tmrw, must khoon alr. *quotes green bookmark* good night, sleep tight. and dont let the bed bugs bite *draws some weird bug* :(